Hey Amber, it sounds like you’re dealing with a couple of things right now. Have you considered trying therapy just for yourself? It could really help you figure out what you need. For me, I had a good marriage, but deep down, I knew I wanted to be with a woman—not just for the physical connection, but for the whole relationship. Now I can truly say I understand what it means to make love—it feels so natural and right. Take some time for yourself, maybe talk to a trusted friend or a therapist. Wishing you clarity and all the best, my friend! 💜